ME LOVE MOON

Regret

2012-02-08T23:09:00.001-08:00

I did the most regretful thing in my life and amending wrong is such a hurt to my beloved.. I wan to mark my mistake here and to let myself remember this mistake !! I will turn a new leaf! I will make her happy

Work Like a slut!!

2012-01-26T20:02:00.001-08:00

This boss is the worst case scenario!!
Meeting nvr ending.. Meeting produce workload and workload cannot finish due to meeting...

原来爱情那么难

2010-04-10T22:41:00.000-07:00

為什麼愛會下起雨來
為什麼我們越走越散
為什麼笑有點不自然
為什麼我的愛有點不安

眼淚排山倒海再抵擋不了傷害
我們的愛結束在這個夜晚
春夏冬暖多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一個人習慣孤單
愛最痛的呼喊是不能夠再重來
多年後我卻牢牢記在腦海
幸福再來我依然會充滿期待
找回愛最初的幸福港灣

眼淚排山倒海再抵擋不了傷害
我們的愛結束在這個夜晚
快樂太難太心酸我才發現了孤單
原來愛情真那麼難
原來愛情那麼難

Dedicated to you my reverie

2010-03-16T01:19:00.001-07:00

Alright this is what I'm gonna do. People says that my blog is boring, indeed, it is...only a place for me to express my feelings, to rant about my dissatisfaction and my viewpoint. But today, with all my creativity (I hope) I would want to include in some pictures, not just mere pictures i mind you, these are my V.I.P.s ( very important person, very interesting peeps)...

What more, but to begin this with my only one. Specially for you my reverie.

Nothing more I could describe about you but to say that you are really special to me in some way or another. And my heartfelt gratitude to say "thank you" for :

1.) Loving me, of course
2.) For giving me an unforgettable first date ( it is indeed mind blowing and dead romantic...teehee)
3.) Being my friend
4.) Understanding me
5.) Taking care of me when I'm sick ( for coming all the way to buy me a very-very-nice-but-could-not-finish porridge)
6.) Being there for me when I teared
7.) For respecting me
8.) For making me smile
9.) For worrying about me (it shows how much you really cared)
10.) For the mp3!!!! ( omg, it's a red color, and my fav color! awww....and you know that I can't live without a single minute without musics)
11.) For accepting me and all my weaknesses
12.) For being a father-like to me
13.) and For giving me HOPE.

Because Love never fails. Hope does not disappoint.
I would hold on to them, till I could finally say, " we've made it".

Quoted from her blog....
*I wish she will tell me all over again...*

2010-03-14T22:15:00.000-07:00

last night.. i sleep a lot.. for me is a healthy sleep..
i realize i am picking myself little by little for just one day
i have a conversation with people around me
and i feel thing seem to be much and much more familiar..just like the way it used to be..
does human really have to drop to the lowest point before they realize the meaning of being themself..?

i am starting to think clear.. i am like a new paper.. empty and clean
starting to absorbing things i wan ..thing i really want to be fill in by me..the author..
i am starting to see hope.. start to believe in myself.. start to see how bright the sky..
to really feel that life can be really be so much better if i would just be right :)

i know i often say things like i am gonna be okay.. but this time.. i suppose thing have become really much more better... i start to feel tired.. not because of the stress..but is because i am able to relax and let go so much thing surrounding me.. i no longer mind what i had, what i want.. i just wan to enjoy the moment i am breathing and appreciatte people that do so much just for me..

i feel like i am just like a writer now, i just wan to write a good story.. a positive writer..
nvr feel sad or cry for thing i wrote wrong.. but just able to crumble the negative that i wrote..and write all over again.. all i wan is just to write a good story..for me , and people that will reading it as well~~

i feel so sleepy, i feel like smiling.. i feel i want thing to be better...i need to write a good story....

i just wan to enjoy life~

2010-03-14T01:25:00.000-08:00

today i had gone up one more lesson,
Last night,i had a great night and Today, I also had a great morning...

Life is really really isnt easy, i could actually tell myself that i been through a lot of thing...
To put it simple, i thought i am strong.. last time , i always think
Why people have to suffer in something that is so small of?
Why do they need to torture themself?
i think this way, is not because i do not have a heart for them..
It just that i been through something which is more than what they have been through
People that i am close with, been through more than just that..but i do not see them frown...

I always thought, human strength in outward or inward is depending on how his or her mind think..
As long as u be smart, be a bit not so stubborn, think the right way.. then u can endure almost every pain in the world can be given...

But i am wrong.. my own thinking and thought is really able to only useful for myself..
It couldnt apply onto someone that is completely new to this..
Thats why they are confuse, they refuse to listen.. they cant think wisely no matter how many notes and no matter how many help u gave them...

I suppose we should really do it in a hard way isnt it?
Letting someone that is in need to learn their own way, create their own thought... train themself..
it is how they become immune to thing that they are worrying and fear of now...
I realize the best thing for being with someone is just being with them patiencely ...
Not expecting them to be strong as u are.. just let them pass through pain that will soon recovered..
It heartache.. so its understandable when someone u love break down in front of u ...
u cant manage to handle the pain .. so u will do anything that is not needed in order to make them feel better.. but unconsiously , only to realize you made thing goes worst...

I believe everyone capability in handling stuff might not be that good ..some is really strong.. some is really bad at it..
But all this is produced with their background, whether are they educated properly or who they are going on with ...frens,relatives and even strangers..

I personally ,honestly can say that i come from the worst background in society..
People that knew me well.. know that i dont really expose where and what i am from...
And also educated? i am not saying educating in term of school..its wat how surrounding educate you... If u ask me who is my own teacher, i will say is me...myself.. Yes, i am born without being teach how to see things in a better way.. in a better view..that explain why i wasnt that bright when i was little.. i hAd the most terrible childhood.. i onli see darkness through it..
so i really do understand wat is the difference between darkness and light.. wat is deeper and wat is brighter...

Frens and other people that surrounding me had teach me very well ( but not during my dark ages) ... i am glad to have surrounding people escorting me with how they treat me...including betrayal and take me for granted..

All the feeling had make me numb .. all the stuff that happen have sometimes made me lose myself.. i am not frown and i am not sad of it..because i still knew its not really that wise to be sad or frown for it.. But its only make me become not as good and fine as last time.. so picking up myself is what i should really be doing now...

Qi Xiang today told me how to pick myself by giving me a way.. TRY and ERROR...
in many things, try a method u had and applying on different subject...
All the subject will give a different result..when a method is useful..it became ur method
and that is how u pick up urself.. with all the good thing u did and also for yourself..
When u know something is urs , something u own and only u own it.. that complete yourself..
everything about you is so extraordinary...

He also told me something that is so simple... but maybe when someone live too long.. simple isnt an option for them i guess..due to many factors like being cautios or fear...
Life seriously, no one mention and will think is easy..unless u are a retard (being retard is good huh?)
since life is not easy,why not make the best out of it.. smile through hardship .. shout through silence.. fight through weak... and ENJOY YOUR LIFE!

ENJOY YOUR LIFE! this sentence suddenly hammered to my brain so much that it still sound real hard in me... i wish who ever that is not feeling well, giving up hope, clinging on, enduring and carrying on with their life.. remember, all we have to do ... is just ENJOY YOUR LIFE~

以前的我，再见..未来的我，欢迎

2010-02-04T20:22:00.000-08:00

soemtimes, if u feel uneasy and also uncomfortable,
wat will be ur first thought of mind?
especially u are in a very hectic day, u might do a million thing ,
but u seal up ur mouth , ur heart, ur feeling.. when there is a split second of break in the middle
wat will really be going through ur mind ?

many ppl use to tell me , they will take this most precious moment
to think of the person they cherish the most ,
their son,daughter, sibling, mom , dad, frens, and also their partner..

for them it will put a little smile on them, thinking of their precious really give them a
wonderful time even at the split moments..for me..its a fortunate...

life have been such a hectic, 24 hours, and the seconds between it is getting so small for us..
we wish to have longer life span, a longer decade, a longer time , a longer second...
just to spend time for the important person ... ourself...

i used to some person that is fully utilize my time .. i arent that fortunate to have someone to be with me, to be there for me.. life is onli just wake up , do wat i shud do and pass the 24 hour wasted on me myself..i felt great..i felt i lead a better time for myself...

but i think i am wrong that moment.. i nvr spend even the most quality and precious of my time to myself..all i did is just some task to make me avoid wat i shud face .. i refuse to give my time a stop .. a pause..not even a second.. i dun care my hair, i dun dress up, i dun spend money on myself.. i dun care my health .. i dun care even if i die.. all i wanted is just to do anything that able to let me pass my one day like a second.. i wan to grow up, i wan to just pass time like nvr b4

thinking back of my life seem to be pathetic, all i had is not even a handful...even i am giving a chase now, i will not get back wat i left behind... thing is twist and turn now..

i am now starting to give myself a break, a pause ... to think of my precious person i wanna be with.. i wan to experience wat others claim to be a fortunate... hmmmm....

i miss the past me, and also love hate him at the same time... now..i will say good bye to my old self, the nvr changing old self.. just to lead a better way.. a better tomoro.. a better person.. a better me.. the new me

i will have a night of myself and me... take it like a farewell party that onli consist my mind and also my soul... the mind is leaving .. and the soul stay alive...

and tomoro i will meet a new mind

再见了现在的我，欢迎未来的我

回憶

2010-01-27T03:15:00.000-08:00

心若倦了　淚也乾了
這份深情　難捨難了
曾經擁有　天荒地老
已不見你　暮暮與朝朝

這一份情　永遠難了
願來生還能　再度擁抱
愛一個人　如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切　我不知道

回憶過去　痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你還來　撥動我心跳
愛你怎麼能了　今夜的你應該明膫
緣難了　情難了

thoughts

2010-01-24T03:22:00.000-08:00

I believe when human is born, they come to this world alone before being taken by their parents..

so at certain time, no matter how grown up a baby is.. no matter how much they changed into a full grown adult which have tremendous mind.. they still couldnt run away from their own personality of all human being have in common.. that is ..its the most comfortable being alone...

yes, pregnant mother nurture the seed of life which is why it show the baby is not alone..

but just to be frank.. i dun think the baby inside the body of a female actually knew anything

they can just doze off and sleep for a long nine months 24/7...

the womb have already become so comfortable that it affect them no matter wat they have in future.. the best thing is just to be inside ur own world.. and doze off..

i dun really find out so much till i really experienced it this days.. many thing been jamming me and here and there..and i almost lose my mind ...for a long moment i thought it is my failure and also my immature that brough this chaos to myself..

when thing gone out of control, i desperately look for a way that is quite rare for me ...

to be completely alone ...not a day .. just for few minutes.. and actually i realize ..human being dun exactly have 1 second of lonely time.. when ur brain is jammed with even a 1 bit of data.. u are not in peace and not in alone state...

i finally able to destroy even a single bit and manage to stay calm .. just like a baby in a womb.. that is just so wonderful.. its like u are existing in a world that everything stop.. and everything is so calm and peaceful.. that is life...

later on ... bit to be destroy need to be reconstruct.. during that state.. constructing data is not exactly a hard job.. because i experience when u are in the womb state.. human tend to have their concentration increase to a thousand times.. no distraction, no noise, no feel, simply just concentration that is freaking strong~~

suppose this blog is to say wat i have been through this week, but i thing i will keep it to myself.. and also person that i would like them to know...

end up , this post have become a place for it to remind me that.. i shud always loyal to my ownself.. be wat i feel the comfortable most... remind me the method to increase my ability in certain occasion where i cant handle..

last but not least, i realize human is just using their thought to a low percentage.. i somehow able to see the potent energy in me... able does not mean it is going to happen always or i am going to be a superman... its rare.. i am fortunate to keep track of it..

i will not forget the me yesterday , and cant wait for the next moment of me~

I Am Fortunate

2010-01-19T04:17:00.000-08:00

A story worth sharing…

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. ‘cos that is the exact feeling that I have,> as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physicaland emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all I heard and felt was brokenporcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the ‘problem’… a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bed sheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:

“Dad, I was hungry and there wasn’t anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But Iremembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove withoutany adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you ‘cos I was playing with my toys…I am sorry Dad…”

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks…but I didn’t want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son’s room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lastingimpression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son’s absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn’t to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, ‘I am sorry, Dad’.But after much probing, I realized that it was a ‘Talent Show’ organized by his school and the invite is for every student’s mummy. And that was the
reason for his absence as he has no mummy…..

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I amsure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. ‘cos he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It’s winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by… Christmas carols and frantic shoppers…. but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day’s work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promisenever to hit my son again, I couldn’t help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ’ I’m sorry, Dad’ and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy. My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: ” But why did u post so many letters, at one time?” My son’s reply was: ” I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once…”

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say….. I told my son, ” Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacifi ed and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldn’t help opening the letter before they turn to ash.

And one of the letters broke my heart….

Dear Mummy,

I miss you so much! Today, there was a ‘Talent Show’ in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldnt help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and
whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in h is room. I
think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why havent you appear?

After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. ‘cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife….

sometimes, all we need to do is listen

listen to the stories behind it, the excuses, the reasons, cause answers might just lie deep within

2009-12-30T10:01:00.000-08:00

its no longer something i could handle...

i shall just act as u wish~~

as long as u think is alright...

i shall follow u ..without any doubt...

no matter how i dun like

at this point.. i just hope u realize it urself...

for u..i can be just like wat u wan me to be

2009-12-23T10:55:00.000-08:00

Its Christmas eve, 24th of December of the year
at this moment ..usually ppl will start to recall wat had happen the whole year

so do i, actually 23rd..just a few hours back.. i happen to anger someone..
or i shudnt use the word anger...simply just made her become unstable emotion
due to the existence of this blog...

well.. i do not wat word i shud be spilling out onto this post..because
i have tons of emotion i been through just in 12 hours.. but to be honest ..
this is the first time i feel its nice...

not being a bias or wat... i been through a rough day with hard smile in lot events..
but usually it somehow something i would not try again.. because even it come with laughter .. i will rather nvr try again

but today, diff.. i wan to spill myself with emotion.. to feel that u are at the top of the world.. but the other second u are so deep ur voice cant reach others... even though obviously making it often is not a good action after all ..i do not think i can handle it =)

life is so much fun if its always like today, .. a great love.. a hand to hold on.. a shoulder to lean on.. a joke to laugh on.. an anger to tear on..a chatter that nvr end.. and last but not least.. a great companion that will nvr bored of u and u wont bored of her ..because the existence of emotion...

i feel so lively, even though its not a perfect night.. or a perfect occasion.. but like wat wise said..nothing is perfect..because we are imperfect.. we expect better in future..and every achievement... it bring joy

i hope we step ahead every single moment, side by side.. and achieve what we dream of =)
in the coming future ....

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR...

p/s : especially u, i am glad to through end of this year.. with ur smile... =)

2009-12-06T01:17:00.000-08:00

sometimes i will get very puzzle with ppl thought of me

its like when ppl acting and talk like u are a part of them but at a point u fully believe
and also accepted this fact...

they could just walk off... it might not be an action, simply just express a thought to u
or simply just a phrase ..is enough to doubt the entire thing from beginnning to the end

wat is all this? it isnt exactly real but not fake as well,.. because there isnt any prove what is fake and wat isnt..

if such thing existed/...will i have the right ? the courage to feel it? to be emotional of it...

why does another person love to use so minor action to bring such a big impact.. i am not fragile, i simply just too vulnerable...

i am a pro in keeping myself under control, but i am weak in letting ppl making me out of control...

sometimes, i rather just feeeel... no words, no action, blinded as well...

at least, u wont be expecting that much...

i had nothing at all~

2009-11-23T01:55:00.000-08:00

sometimes i also need to be pamper...

why cant someone just let me release..

why whenever its obviously i wan u to cheer u up..

u not gonna do it??

now..here i am

smoking again... why is it ciggarette became my dearest

when i already had u ~~~

Dissapointed

2009-11-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

i dislike ppl saying they are dissapointed to me

I ALREADY DID MY BEST!!!

WAT U ALL WAN FROM ME!!

"i am dissapointed of u "

IT IS A SENTENCE ENOUGH TO LET ME HAVE A CHEST PAIN

DO U KNOW HOW HURT IT IS??

U ARE DIGGING ALL MY PAST!! ALL MY SADNESS!!

U MAKE ME THIS BIG MAN WANTED TO CRY SO MUCH~~~

plz...its a harsh word~~~

arh!!!~~~~

Arrogant me~

2009-11-11T21:23:00.000-08:00

how long since i ever have a feeling of unable to resolve wat i really wanted
its been long long long since i can remember..

like wise says , wat u gain is same with wat u lost , everything comes in a round, whether clockwise
or anti-clockwise, sweet first pain later, or even pain first sweet later.. every sacrifice u did come with the same amount of gain u get~ and every benefit u got is no different with how much u are going to pay for it..

actually, i expected something is gonna happen and thing will become very rough.. but it just a lack of readyness to prepare for it.. new stuff, new experience, problem thats nvr been touch in ur life time.. it do not make me curious anymore, it make me fear them, avoid them, or even forget about it...

why and how had it been that way? i would like to know..but its not a matter of that.. its a matter of every problems need a solution, and a solution of problems nvr gonna be easy to be found out~

so wat u do? skip it or come back to it later~
hmmm.. ppl thinks that i shud concentrate on the very first problem that occur
but now..i would like to be a bit arrogant... and doing stuff ppl usually do in exam hall

skip and come back later~~

Be Strong

2009-11-08T19:25:00.000-08:00

i would say i have a shock last night..
maybe i am not prepared for this...
eventhough i could understand why she is acting like that
she been through too much.. too much that even myself couldnt step into her world
her shoes..to understand her life..

i do not have the right to spill her with all the wisdom words
because even myself wasnt in the position to say so..
me too have a tradegy of past that i need to overcome..
life is indeed tough.. some ppl suffer less, some people suffer more
but is a sure thing everyone do suffer from their corner of their world..

but it have been more clearer that i shud overcome watever i had been through
so i could throw it aside and help the one i love to step back to a better self
and gain happiness..

i love u .. plz dun hurt urself..as it hurt it real back to me...

A Brilliant conversation

2009-09-02T22:33:00.000-07:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has With GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is GOD Good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?
Student: Yes.
Professor: My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent)

Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From . . . GOD . . .
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?

(Student did not answer)

Professor: Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who Created them?

(Student ha d no answer)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir. There isn't..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre)

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The Class was in Uproar)

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:

I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein.

MCB!

2009-08-28T03:03:00.000-07:00

arh!! i feel terrible

ppl that close to me shud know very well

i am someone that do not like being lied!!

i hate ppl that promise something and dun do it !!!

fark... fark fark fark

first ..some bitch betray me and keep accusing me that i nvr threaten her fair

damn u bithc!

then ..come some few idiotic bastard who nvr have a feel of guilty when they nvr did wat they are suppose to do !!!

suck larh....

now i feel tearing all stuff apart and pointing them middle finger not to disturb me with all of their shit!!!

fark of all slut !!~~

SCREAM

2009-08-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

i wan to scream...

i wan to scream till everything break loose!!!

i wan to scream till my lung turn apart~~~

i wan to scream till i am able to relieve wat i am content right now~!!!

i wan to SCREAM!

放生

2009-08-04T02:32:00.000-07:00

熱情淡了嗎　想抽身了嗎　聊電話也洩氣了嗎

舊承諾應不假　卻忍不到悶吧　惦記當天處處鮮花

#互纏著到老　不死都疲勞　還是跟你痛快結束

為承諾守得到　拍拖都變義務　沒法稀罕你這情操

去吧　猶如候鳥飛走吧　未奢想你迷途知返

自由來換失戀那代價　你真的相信值得嗎

#*是我太過愛你　願意放生你　無謂你抱陣我也這麼的晦氣

我亦算知醜　無謂強迫你　難道要我對著你句句要生要死

就當愛錯了你　就當放生你　無謂你說話裏有這麼多怨氣

我就放開手　無謂再忍你　明白放過你是放過自己這個道理*

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its something i knew

something i predict

but something i will still put hope on

yet, it wasnt that ideal

i been pull to the bottom again

but i will stand

i will not anger

will no revenge

will not be anyone i do not wan to be

life still goes on

i wish myself

and hope everyone

a better luck

a better life

a better living person

good luck..

Free Fly~~

2009-07-28T13:05:00.000-07:00

its 4am..

and i just finish my uni's stuff...

its so hectic

feel so prison like..i cant free myself off..

when i got this feeling

i think of wat u asked me always or tell me sometimes...

yes, i will honestly answer u that i am a free bird..

i couldnt be stop, couldnt be tied down..

i am not born like this..is just the feeling of unable to feel myself

already made me become wat i am now..

i fear of the feeling of being someone burden, or responsible for someone..

even u dun ask for it, i will still generate it by myself... i am that nature

and i couldnt explain why..and soon i will lose myself...resulting losing u...

so i choose to be wat i am now.. to be the wild ..to be free.. to be living a world of my own..

i am sorry of being so harsh to told u straight.. but ..being honest to u ..

is the onli best thing i could do to anyone that wanted me to change...

leave me... i am JUST this way....

weeeeee...........

Frozen Heart After a Winter Sleep

2009-07-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

i tried my best to become someone for u ,
i tried to be by ur side when u need a shoulder,
i tried to care u with all my heart,
i tried to keep u awake from nightmare,
i tried to be ur air when u are suffocated,
i tried to put u one with my heart...

______________________________________________________________________

It keeps coming back to me

I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling
It pushes me far far away
I can't understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

* Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me
I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear, make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now
Will you hold me now Hold me now My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will

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if u choose to live in ur own, u will nvr become wat u dream of
if u choose to live in ur own, u will nvr be happy of ur future
if u choose to live in ur own, its hard for me to live within u ..~~
my heart will eventually froze..

take care...

cant u feel my heart is frozen and live just for u ?
for once,
will u hold me? hold my frozen heart...
just hold it.....

Geezzzz

2009-07-17T19:11:00.000-07:00

i feel so shitty now..
why am i expecting too much..
why am i asking so much in return..

i do not like the feeling of being used
it totally show a disgrace over myself
i just wan to do my best for the one i care
for the one i love, for ppl i acknowledge
but at the end i know i am just another tool for them to climb

wat is the worth of me now?
wat shall be fix in order to make myself chill right now?
i am going to kaboom at any time soon
thing happen to often that i no longer able to stand it..
wat is fren? wat is love? how many thing is some fren can actually hide behind u
in order to use u, use ur care toward them ...

haih...
no good no good.. thing nvr seem to be changing..
this matter is so common i can bring out 10-100 of stories that happen to me
but well, i am able to see who is real and who is fake though
i wont lose hope ,i wont lose faith..
i believe there is love,there is care in human being..
search it out ...and nvr give up on myself...

**life have to go on!!...so make it a greater one :) **

Hello

2009-07-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

just wan to drop by some words here..

tonight feeling was awesome...

recently have been so busy towards surrounding,
assignment, gathering, hand out, party!~

i do not have a time for myself...

exam is near and everyone is turning 21..

feel so happy for them yet very struggle for myself to please them..

tonight..after very much hectic weekdays and pass weekend

i can sit down and drink my cup of soya bean and blog about how relax i am now

(eventhough i was suppose to go meet up somebody, but i cancel it due to some reason :P )

i finally get the feeling back where u really wan so much time for urself ...

it feeeeellss real good.. family not at home, i am watching all the tv i wan..

assignment is on schedule, and i can eat my supper quietly and not outside food(self cook :D )

i wonder will the life of after graduate be the same?

i am going to do my 12 weeks intern soon..i might not able to be with my family
because places i wan to go is either in johor or penang..

my feeling right now is it the beginning of the life of working?

handling stress skill is something i am confident of..
but the fear to step to another stages of life where u will be independent in terms of financial ,mentally and also ur life ...

i suddenly fear, fear of it..fear of losing time ..fear of losing ppl that i really wan to be with now..

worry u cant grab them even u wanted to...

intern..it sound exciting to me at the very first thought...but day by day..it doesnt sound so fun..its like a beginning to the end of the stages i am in now...

is that how it suppose to be? i guess i have no other choice, as a man, as a adult..its a job to responsible not to surrounding but u urself, i am not saying i dun responsible for family ,its a bonus to able to do so..but i really need to learn to settle myself b4 i include my family in or life partner...

everyone~ give me strenght , and hope thing will onli get better and not worst...

good luck to me :D

beware "punk interns"

drop

2009-06-16T03:10:00.001-07:00

wat does it feel for someone that drop from a very high to the very deep down..
i seen bungy jumping or any other sport that related to High to low..
but i guess the most worst of this stuff is mentally u thought u are top of the world
but when the next second u been pull down to the deepest core of ur heart...

it is really.............. unable to decribable pain....

when u thought u are getting promoted, u got demoted instead at the announcement
u thought u are having a great leisure, u got debt instead at the next moment
u thought u are doing pretty well in exam, u got fail instead when result release

all this is just life.. i have beed through up and down oftenly and it usually made us stronger and muvh endurance toward the other drop..

we must always prepare to drop and always be ambitious to stand back up again...

this is a post i dun write for anyone to know..but for me myself...
i am drop down in a deep dissapointed..but i guess.. with this post , i am able to boost me up and face the other drop that is soon coming....

tadah,

life isnt fair

2009-06-04T10:50:00.000-07:00

current emotion is very not well
this time i feel others.. i am being sync with someone that is being so harsh toward themself
the usual me will just give them a slap and called them to wake up!
but this case resist myself not to do that...

because..i couldnt understand well wat had she suffer from..
i could no longer say..i understand how u feel..

its sucks..sometimes i felt the world is not fair enough
why is somebody have to suffer another diff lvl of suckness that will make them lost the path ..
its right we shud be tough and shud be rough to face obstacle..
but isnt that a bit too much??...
i just dun get it..for the very first time..i pitied someone..pitied for being brought up in an environment that greatly destroy..in a surrounding close person that nvr is close toward their heart...

its all by herself..and all by her alone...
even i couldnt say that i am by her side... she endure something that i nvr tried..something that i dun dare to tried..something that i will wish my life would not ever get it...

life isnt fair...that is my line for now..i really hope i could help this little girl..become someone she really wan..someone she really happy of..someone that will make her feel alive..someone that will make her think that dead is a fearful incident

but i could onli look by far... and react nothing..

i feel like a total loser...

but its no longer my feel that is concern..
i just hope she is blessed and someone grant me the wisdom to make her realize...
to make her jump out of the dark cave...
i am really really really feeling terrible for someone the first time..
and i hope she will be much better...

may everyone bless her..

It doesnt mean ANYTHING

2009-04-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

wat it mean scenario 1
Out of sudden, someone CRASH, BANG, SLAM the door ..and that totally shocked me.. before i am able to get myself back.. 1 after another repeat the action of the first ..CRASH, BANG, SLAM ,CRASH,BANG ,SLAM ......

someone ordered me to do something, another called me to something, and lastly there is someone scolded me for not doing ANYTHING... sweat !

where is the manners they learn?..why is the politely request for help turn into anger order?.. who ever teach them the way to speak thIs way? how it turn out like this? and the most important ...WAT is all the MEANING of telling me stuff like manners, polite, humble, tolerance WHEN u obviously not being an ideal one to me....double sweat!

----ever wonder wat i do in physical with all those mental thInking bout stuff liek that?----
* i quietly did all their request =.= * (yes..i am cheap)

wat it mean scenario 2

u feel bad then u feel it couldnt be tolerate no more..u request a promise.. after some debate..u success and promise is made by the second party...

after a day..(nope ..it dun even last more than 24 hours).. second party come to u , told u wat happen , he/she feel the consequences and HAVE nvr say sorry even though he/she obviously know they broke the promise..

u feel frustrated, u feel forgiving her..u cant.. and then u voice out..telling Him/her .. " wat about our promise?"..she stare at u ..the face expression ..sometime cheeky, sometime give u the "OH NO" face.. some just smile ..and said "i forget :P"...usually is that often..but some cases might be "i am force to" "i dun mean it" "no next time"..but i guess.. "i forget" usually is sucks the most...

after many consequences..and thought and stuff..promise is make not just for sake of u wan make promise..at least thats wat i tHink..

yeah yeah right~~ u forget..so wat u expect me to say ? "nvm, remember next time " and repeat again the next time u said u forget?

so wat is promise? wat is the meaning of it? nothing..not even the existent of it.. terrible...

* i been so used to thIs 2 incident that i can get a PHD in thIs..humans!! get a life..get urself!! dun be an uncivilise..when we are obviously are~~~

---wonderful..really do make my day =.= ---

GG.com... sayonara..

Desire

2009-04-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

Recently there have been many thought jamming through my head..

i been wonder wat i have been archieving all this while...

i thought i did good..but onli when i leave my pathetic circle..i found out

actually everyone is doing so much better than me..

in term of handling themself.. i am still so far behind them..i feel like a kid again...

being pamper.. being spoon feed..being naive.. day by day..i become humble ..

do not wan to social..do not wan to care.. do not wan to let ppl know my thought..

fear of being laugh..being pointed to..being look down ..being a gossip target...

i always thought my live is as normal as others.. i deserve nothing more and i do not wan to complicated it...

but i am wrong..i do have a passion and desire inside me.. going to burn out ...

but i do not know where to start..how to do it..who to talk to ..

it does make my emotion and physically stress with all these tHinking..

i had a wrong thought of myself..i do not understand wat is my need and my likes..

i been drown into caring wat others tHink of me..and being a 3rd party ideally person...

i shud stand up.. being wat i am ..being who i am ...

i no longer want to live in a shadow ... not living under someone..but being someone... not fearing the dark..but be the dark... not being feed by the sun..but be the one that feed others...

good luck ..may the god bless me... i will now spread my wing...start my dream

~wing of desire~

ENd of CNy

2009-02-11T02:14:00.000-08:00

i do not know wat i did that anger the god
i felt i have drop into something deep
that i no longer feel anything
i am numb toward everything that happen..

Family
this weekend i have totally dissapointed of them
i always thought i give them wat they wan from me
but i nvr expect they actually look at me with the eye that i couldnt explain
i have not talk to them for a week , not i dun ..they disgusted to talk with me
i feel dissapointed...i do not wan go back..i wan to ..but fear to be betray..to be lied...
i cant say i am happy of my family anymore

Friends
when family have problem, look for friends..
but in this weekend it dun help..instead it give me more problem
once again, i saw myself how cheap i am in my friend eye..
fear i bring burden to them, fear that they betray me
but yet they do every single work to bring my mood go worst..

Love
Indeed, the worst person i ever wan to see right now...
a few months ago ..i lost trust in relationship
i thought i could find it from someone...but through something tht i dun agree about
they totally ditch me off far very corner...
dun give me hope when u dun plan to give..
because losing hope is much more worst than nvr ever hope b4

Hostel
this is the last place i ever wanted to be ...
a few days ago is ok ..
but i find out...thing nvr been any better

p/s: i nvr mention anythng happen, onli emotion and feeling...

i just wan to be care and be understand , that easy..but i no longer know who to trust..
i wan to cry..really..in my lifetime..i hope my tear will fall very much..
once i heard tear could relieve ur feeling
i feel terrible
i wan to cry..please

I love BOA

2009-02-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

BOA - EaT u Up!

She is the best....

Self Know

2009-02-04T07:47:00.000-08:00

i always think i very clear to myself
in emotionly and also in the way i settle my stuff
but nowadays i realize i am very easy to be moved
whenever i get ignored, rejected, scolded..etc..i know i wil have a bad and strong feeling
trying to ram my cool and steady mind...
i always tried to put it down..stay focus ..but not for long..
when ever i am alone..i tend to do something that usually cannot be seen by others..

especially these few days, when tension and stress join forces..there is no where i can hide...
i found my new self..i am a guy but i cannot be hurt in or out..easily moved and easily boom to a sense that even i feel disgusted of myself...

i feel disapointed of myself...i always look up high of how i am ...but after so long..i realize that i have to add another point to my list of failureness..even though i am clear of wat i am ..i do not find it something great.. i find my weakness more and more ..day by day ..and worth of myself..getiing deem and deem...

wat i am now?losing the self control of myself? losing my mind?losing my thought.? am i that weak ? do i need help? i really dunno..i wish to be stronger but i am not..all of it is just merely a wish..a hope ...i need support ...but i do not know how.....

please..give me strength........

Virtual Life Kills U In Real Life

2008-11-20T23:14:00.000-08:00

Woman jailed after 'killing' virtual husband
A 43-year-old player in a virtual game world became so angry about her sudden divorce from her online husband that she logged on with his password and killed his digital persona, police said.

The woman, who has been jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his ID and password to log onto the popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in May, a police official in the northern city of Sapporo said Thursday. He spoke on condition of anonymity because of department policy.
"I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations.
The woman, a piano teacher, had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said.
She has not yet been formally charged. If convicted, she could face up to five years in prison or a fine up to US$5,000.

Players in "Maple Story" create and manipulate digital images called "avatars" that represent themselves, while engaging in relationships, social activities and fighting monsters and other obstacles.

In virtual worlds, players often abandon their inhibitions, engaging in activity online that they would never do in the real world. For instance, sex with strangers is a common activity.
The woman used login information she got from the 33-year-old office worker when their characters were happily married to kill the character. The man complained to police when he discovered that his online avatar was dead.

The woman was arrested Wednesday and taken 620 miles (1,000 kilometers) from her home in southern Miyazaki to be detained in Sapporo, where the man lives, the official said.
The police official said he did not know if she was married in the real world.
Bad online behavior is usually handled within the rules set up by online worlds, which can ban miscreants or take away their virtual possessions.

In recent years, misbehavior in the virtual world has in some cases had consequences in reality.
In August, a woman was charged in the U.S. state of Delaware with plotting the real-life abduction of a boyfriend she met through the virtual reality Web site "Second Life."
In Tokyo, a 16-year-old boy was charged with stealing the ID and password from a fellow player of an online game in order to swindle virtual currency worth US$360,000.

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noob betul..play game until so emo for wat....

Pest

2008-11-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

life pretty much pathetic..
i am going along with pathetic ppl..
they smell like inconsiderate human..
they look like human onli in the outside

gosh..i dunno wat to do with these beast
they are selfish, brainless, useless, and nothing worthy about them
yet they think they are always right and refuse to admit their mistake
and wont even give a sign of apologize .. this wat we call amature or childish little pest

yeap..there are such ppl exist in this world .. spoiling the scenery..disgrace the word HUMAn
and embarass their pathetic face and their parents..
this person dont have right to exist.. they are wat we call pest..

ruining everyone life for the sake of their pride... its not pride..pure selfish is more suitable
they even smell fishy!!!
the suck....

yeap... worthless post about pathetic ppl...
i hate them,, i might smile toward them...but i onli smile to them like a pest.. like a cockcroach
but i will smack them from behind and smile them with a evil smile...and say " serve u rightm, pest"

Finally

2008-11-01T13:19:00.000-07:00

if u guys ever realize on the right side of my blog there is an advertisement

in order to see more private side of me from internal to EXTERNAL..

u must CLICK on that adverstisement!!!

LOL..yeap..i am making a fool for u

it just an advertisement that i put up out of boredam and i never care about it...

but i out of bore AGAin...i check my account in nuffnang(the organization in charge of the advertisement) and i found this :-

i do not know how to use photoshop..so click to view bigger ...

i earn 50 cent!! woohoo..this is the first time i earn through blogging lol..i know the amount is not big but after blogging for 2 years?? it just excited and feel good about it...

if u guys ever view this page again :p remember to click it once..hahhaa

blogging seem to become my habit again...i am serious this time..i do care wat i wrote and how i express to others ..how angry i am..how happy i am..or like now how excited i am ...

i understand a fact today..something u do it does not mean meaningless..it just the result is yet to come... i always blame many thing to many people that wat i am into is not working ...i said its time wasting..i said it is no use.. i said i did enough... but wat i never knew is that ... i am not determine enough...

i will change the whole thing again...i will do every thing i started!! and ended with a RESULT...

even it mean a failure..at least i stood up and able to tell others...

"i did my best, and i am serious that i did my best " without a single doubt.... :P

lame post again ...

hahaha

wat u expecting??it 5am now ...i am tired lol

Engineer Attidude

2008-10-28T19:57:00.000-07:00

this is something i save in my email for long time

some of u might seen b4

but i feel like publishing in sudden
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Comprehending Engineers - Take One

Two engineering students were walking across campus when one
said, 'Where did you get such a great bike?'
The second engineer replied, 'Well, I was walking along
yesterday minding my own business when a Beautiful woman rode up on
this bike. She threw the bike
to the ground, took off all her clothes and said, 'Take what
you want.'
The second engineer nodded approvingly, 'Good choice; the clothes
wouldn't have fit anyway.'

Lesson: Don't bother to drop even the most obvious hint, they
can't catch anyway.
(This is a reality! If you don't believe, test them!)

Comprehending Engineers - Take Two
To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist, the
glass half empty. To the engineer, the glass is twice as big as
it needs to be.
Lesson: There is no philosophy to talk abt but calculations and
calculations...

Comprehending Engineers -Take Three
A pastor, a doctor, and an engineer were waiting one morning
for a particularly slow group of golfers. The engineer fumed,
'What's with these guys? We must have been waiting for 15
minutes!' The doctor chimed in, 'I don't know, but I've never
seen such ineptitude'. The pastor said, 'Hey, here comes
the greens keeper. Let's have a word with him.' 'Hi John.
Say, what's with that group ahead of us? They're rather
slow, aren't they?'
The greens keeper replied, 'Oh, yes, that's a group of blind
firefighters. They lost their sight saving our clubhouse from a
fire last year, so we always let them play for free anytime.'
The group was silent for a moment.
Then the pastor said, 'That's so sad I think I will say a special
prayer for them tonight.'
The doctor said, 'Good idea. And I'm going to contact my
ophthalmologist buddy and see if there's anything he can do for
them.'
The engineer, after much thought said, 'Why can't these guys
play at night?'
Lesson: No emotions please, only practicality works here.

Comprehending Engineers -Take Four
What is the difference between Mechanical Engineers and Civil
Engineers?
Mechanical Engineers build weapons; Civil Engineers build
targets.
Lesson: They build and build and build and build and... to
compliment one another.

Comprehending Engineers -Take Five
Three engineering students were gathered together discussing
the possible designers of the human body. One said, 'It was a
mechanical engineer. Just look at all the joints.' Another said, 'No,
it was an electrical engineer. The nervous system has many thousands
of electrical connections.' The last said, 'Actually it was a civil
engineer. Who else would run a toxic waste pipeline through a
recreational area?'
Lesson: All of them have their own theories. None for
believing!

Comprehending Engineers -Take Six
Normal people believe that if it ain't broke, don't fix it.
Engineers believe that if it ain't broke, it doesn't have enough
features yet.'
Lesson: They are complicated and twisted.

Comprehending Engineers -Take Seven
An architect, an artist, and an engineer were discussing
whether it was better to spend time with a wife or a mistress.
The architect said he enjoyed time with his wife, building a
solid foundation for an enduring relationship.
The artist said he enjoyed time with his mistress, because of
the passion and mystery he found there.
The engineer said, 'I like both.'
'Both?'
'Yeah,' replied the engineer. 'If you have a wife and a mistress,
they will each assume you are spending time with the other woman, and
you can go to the lab and get some work done.'
Lesson: Gals, NEVER fall for an engineer!!!

Comprehending Engineers - Take Eight
An engineer was crossing a road one day when a frog called out to him
and said, 'If you kiss me, I'll turn into a beautiful
princess.' He bent over, picked up the frog and put it in his
pocket. The frog spoke up again and said, 'If you kiss me and
turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will stay with you for one
week.' The engineer took the frog out of his pocket, smiled at it and
returned it to the pocket. The frog then cried out, 'If
you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess I'll
stay with you and do ANYTHING you want.' Again the engineer took the
frog out, smiled at it and put it back into his pocket. Finally, the
frog asked, 'What is the matter? I've told you I'm a
beautiful princess, that I'll stay with you for a week and do
anything you want. Why won't you kiss me?' The engineer
said, 'Look I'm an engineer. I don't have time for a girlfriend, but
a TALKING frog, now that's cool!

Lesson: Once again, gals, NEVER fall for an engineer!!!!!
Now we know why so many engineers are single. hahaha...

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is that how everyone thinks?
no!!! i am not like them

anyway..get back to study!~~~
have a nice day..
and happy deepavali to indians :P

Brighter Than Ever

2008-10-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

Hola..another post..i am getting well with this haha
u know, with those exam, assignment, project i usually wont be blogging anymore
but!! i am here to spill some crap..

it might seem that i am emo this few post below but thing is getting better
i live a different way now as i am able to adjusted my whole concept of live after several difficulties

like always, i will say i love a new life now ... i knew i said lot of time everytime i changed but people love changes ..including me as well..i do not know when i will dislike it or when i will change it again..but i am expecting a much improve of myself.. wish me luck by then

--- explanation END ( prevent u guys from bored with my crapping ) ------------------

holiday is coming next week, got several plan coming up to live it to the max,..
1) reunion with those jerks from other country( make sure u call me when u see this )
2) a happy trip to anywhere on earth with friends ( wat ever trip u have i will join even going IRAN)
3) plan birthday bash for parents ( budget and catering -i need details if u know where cheap)
4) finding a 9-5 job so i wont be bored and yet able to have fun ...
5) go shopping ( update me with trend nowadays- i need advise!!!)
6) going for movie spree( looking for companion!) trust me ..nobody know how much i love movie :P

thats all for now..
i know u guys not happy with pictureless blog..
but i am really trying very hard to afford one ...finger cross

sayonara and happy reading :P

Not ENough

2008-10-18T01:17:00.000-07:00

林峰 - 愛不夠

Letting go...

Another day

2008-10-13T18:02:00.001-07:00

time now?? 9.02
today morning is peaceful, wonderful blue sky and a moment of peace with ears that onli be fill up by bird chipping..

this morning i feel great.. but the day before is disaster..
many people do think that i do have a wonderful family but there is a word for chinese that state..
"every family is not perfect, they have their own problem"
yeah indeed, i just receive a news that something happen yesterday..
since it is so personal involving my family..i will not state wat happen..
leave it to your imagination to dear all readers...

my feeling right now??
dissapointed, i do not comment on other skin..but yellow skin(chinese) arent suppose a mankind that take family as their priority?? please correct me if i am wrong..
or we have been effected due to the modern society??

i suppose we anyhow have to accept and forgive everytime a family member did a mistake..
i suppose we anyhow have to be surportive to our family member..
but why is mine not working as how it suppose to be??
i feel really lost direction right now...
when 2 side is also having the same blood with u ...u do not know where to side..but u also couldnt jump out of the problem happened... does teacher in my primary age state that how a relation shud be wrong??

at this moment i couldn do anything..all i can do is to pray for the best outcome.. and also to bless my parents to not suffer sadness as they deserve more than that..and not this..

i also hope i could be given a strengthen to solve thing out..as i know i cant drop down at this moment as i need to drive out the problem..

at the ending i just wan to say, my thought of how relation suppose to be is never change..i still believe my primary teacher or anyone that stated the same theory.. we live with a family..we action with family.. and we must forgive and forget to everyone especially our same blood...family...

Getting A Life..

2008-10-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

hhaa..i am laughing at my last post when i promise that i will be blogging again..but well this post for so much later than it expected to be...

i do not know why i blog in sudden at the time like this..but well , just hear me crap for a while..

i went G2 for some supervisor training, Yes i am a supervisor now after taking several job for them and i wasnt expected for this promotion but well, i get it. The first moment i saw the person who train me..i thought she will say "congratulation, u are now a supervisor rank in our company!" BUT.....she said something that i last expected "i heard of ur record, and mostly negative..i hope u will improve when u are a supervisor" ......seriously i was =.= ..i know there is wrong but i still dun get it why they call me to be a supervisor when i have a negative record.. well at least the pay is good and have to accept this kinda word i have to accept as i really need to continue so i could pay my bills..

i have been staying in nilai hostel for a month now, actually it does not seem to be that bad everyone think it is..i finally found a plce of zen..where i have my own world and my peace at there..i do not need to follow order or get affected by others..and i able to learn the way toward independence and become a better one..i feel this is the feeling i hope to get always..it is so comfortable that i do not realize a week had pass and i got to go home during weekend :P

exam and assignment is packing and coming, uni life is not as easy as college..it tons more pressure and dicispline than how i used to be... i guess i really need to motivate myself to suit it in quick and fast or i will be left out really soon enough

when so much thing come toward me in work and study ..i of coz suffered a major breakdown in term of physical and mentally.. i feel so tired yet i need to go on...because there is no turning back.. but i felt the worst thing of all.. i am walking on my own.. without the help of companion i feel the weight of burden is getting me off the road..i lost direction ..i do not who to talk too.. maybe thats the onli reason i feel like blogging..i once told zhen cui that i do not dare to blog because sometimes things is so personal that i try not to let anyone know how i think and feel..
but i suppose i give it a shot ..maybe it help to reduce wat i felt now...

indeed..i do feel good..haha

have to prepare to go class and go back my place of zen ...
see you...

New Life...Excited

2008-08-27T12:22:00.000-07:00

after many complaints from fellow friends..
i am back to blogging again hahah
be expected that i will dissapear again because i do not dare to make anymore promises :P

things change quite a bit ..i am persuading my degree in nilai inti
went for enrolment today and quite excited for the first class on tuesday
even though its not the first time studying but being in college and uni is 2 diff thing
must get myself to get used to it.. eventhough onli 2 subject since its short sem
but the time table is enough to let my jaw drop hard

i hope everything happen how it suppose to be happen and i could cope with challenges way ahead

may god bless me..~~adios

(actually i am unable to sleep because of the coffee after dinner..)
but still expected for next post~~~

Rain

2008-03-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

my current feeling is like how the whether outside..raining heavily
beside being how the heart rain..it also include lot of taste of emotion ...
when everything going to an extreme stage..i feel like dropping a few tears of rain
because my heart could no longer be able to withstand the huge impact brought by rain

i would like to express how i feel right now..but i believe no words could describe
how i in sudden have an unlimited hate towards my existence..my present..and my incomfortable...

answers is all i need..but some question demand courage to tell ..and not all question is reply
with a convincing answer..without a convincing answer..is also a factor we do not question.. resulting lack of answers...
rain is suppose to end at some time...but constant increasing numbers of raining is not much different with raining forver.. might be even worst
imagine ...being give hope while getting destroy in mid second..
getting luck that later on be subtitute by double unluck..
cure by massive heart break ...and later on break into pieces..
its someting similar ...

is that how life are suppose to be start and be process ??
if life is suppose to be ended this way...is my life going to end soon??
there is so much of miracle in life...
but some person will not be able to see miracle for one second sight...
is it suppose to be balance for everyone??if yes ..why am i dropping much deeper to the dark side???

i love to see light..i love to see shine..i love to see miracle

but all i see is constant raining in me..and the decrease in hope of ending the massive rain...

i love to see the sun...but can i?

Used to it

2008-02-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

A typical couple were having a conversation in a shopping mall

Female : would u stop looking at those gadget??what so interesting about it? can we move on??
Male : sorry about that..i do not know what u like..then lets go and see soemthing u like..

soon ..both of them visited fashion and cosmetic stall..

Male : i am boring..can we move on ??what so interesting about it??
Female : would u mind not being so blabering about this.. cant u just like what i love??

i once heard from my friend that i am someone that rather sacrifice myself to fulfill others need.. eventhough above story is just another fiction story..but it happen something like that in my life.. it is not being perasan i said i am so good because i sacrifice.. but i just want to talk about is that thing start to affecting how i felt..maybe i do not wan stuff to continue this way..or maybe i am tiring of thinking of others..especially no one appreciated what u did for them.. and i really lack of the time i should think more about me..and being selfish..

why i am complaining now??maybe i am getting used to ..getting used to let ppl priority goes first ..but soon when thing go longer..people also "used to " how they being treaten and take this point as their advantages toward me

"u never did this to me before" when i refuse
"u had changed" when i resist
"i know u dun take us as fren anymore "when i tell them what i need from them ..
this is all the words coming out from people that is "used to " my past treatment..

what bout the past? after all i did they expect me to still treat them like kind and queen..
the moment they thing i change..why cant they take a second and ask themself whether they could able to do the same...??
the moment they said i dun take them as fren anymore..dont they think what i did for them in past is not so-called fren???

confussion.

i am heart broken..really hurt
with words..with action..with heart of people that i look high upon
look upon wont be getting treating like now..
but things have to be move on ...
if believe u are a mistake..then i should just wipe off my mistake
and learn from it ..to never repeat the mistake..

everytime occasion like that happen ..i will thought
thought fren that is sincere to me..but lack of my attention to them ...
i will learn to give what i can to people that really deserve..not onli in relation..
but also to society...

Fortunate

2008-02-21T08:11:00.000-08:00

sorry to every reader..due to chinese new year..i been in quite a rush to everything .. from eating to travelling..back to stuying and also exam..have to mention about meeting up with couple of fren before they going back to their studies in the another continent..

well..finally i am able to sit and blog about what happen...

hehehe...this chinese new year never really let me down though..

on 7 ..i went to penang...its been 3 years since the last time i went there..and penang never fail to entertain me..the perfect place to have vacation.. good food..nice beach ..nice watersport( i bang a girl with my butt while landing from my parashoot*it is not right spelling..but u know it* )

overall..it a great family vacation..and i total relax and enjoy life there...and this place might be my permanent place of staying..this is a not confirm matter..but if does..will talk about it here soon

after coming back from penang..relatife been visiting here and there.. the main factor i am saying that this chinese new year is so much better is because it is not as dull as previous year..we dinner and dinner and gathering and dinner.so much that i lost count..its busy but its wonderful seeing cousin grow and find out what been through this whole year..

today is the last day of chinese new year.. really miss it..and a few days later everyone will be doing their business..becasuse work an study should be starting and i have the last semester project to be done.. here is some picture that sum out what have been happening this period i am not blogging..hope i am forgiven and u enjoy!!!

dinner on chinese new year eve

sorry readers..my laptop is off battery and i do not have the charger with me

i will update picture the next post

sorry~~~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2008-02-05T20:35:00.000-08:00

i wish readers here *if there are any* a very very very blesfull

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

MAY THE YEAR OF RAT BRING U INFINITY OF GOOD HEALTH AND WEALTH!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

Enormous(is that how is spell??)

2008-02-01T08:13:00.000-08:00

Oh my god..

Am i gaining more than enormous weight???

Mad Money

2008-01-30T08:24:00.000-08:00

a few months ago..when i had suddenly lost interest in whatever i am doing .. my hobby and habit drastically changing and annoyed me..creating another me that was so boring person..i want to do something ..some entertainment..something to pass time... but i do not like what i always did in sudden..and out of no where..i becoming a movie fanatic.. i watch movieSSS.. like u never imagine..3 time a week and everytime outing ..a movie is a must now.. i do not know why ..maybe i am not young anymore*fcuk i am old* and suddenly a passion interest toward art which somehow end up on the many session on cinema chair...

well..with the experience like this..i can somehow called myself an movie critic i guess?? well, i am not being bossy or to show that i am rich in wasting money to GSC an TGV.. i also not trying to impress people that i manage to pass my test without studying eventhough is a final year..no i am not that kind of ppl ...

i just wan to share to everyone a good movie that might be worth watching..hehehe... hope u guys will like what i said.. ok..cut the crap and start it out..

the first review i am going to do is the not-so-popular movie called Mad Money..
lets me give u some introduction:
Academy Award® winner Diane Keaton (Something’s Gotta Give), Oscar® nominee Queen Latifah (Chicago) and Katie Holmes (Thank You for Smoking) star in Mad Money, a comedy about three ordinary women who form an unlikely friendship and decide to do something extraordinary—rob one of the most secure banks in the world. Mad Money is directed by Academy Award® winner Callie Khouri (screenwriter of Thelma and Louise, director of Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood), from a script by Glen Gers (Fracture). Bridget Cardigan (Diane Keaton) is shocked to learn that she is on the verge of losing her home and comfortable upper middle class lifestyle when her husband Don (Ted Danson) is downsized from his job. Armed only with a decades old English degree and years as a dedicated mother and corporate wife, Bridget is forced into the unfamiliar labor market with no job skills. Finally, she accepts the only position she can find— janitor at the Federal Reserve Bank. The one-time suburban mom soon discovers she has more in common with her new co-workers than she thought. Bridget forges an unexpected bond with Nina (Queen Latifah), a hard-working single mom with two kids to raise, and Jackie (Katie Holmes), an exuberant free spirit with nothing to lose. Caught up in a system that underestimates their talents and keeps their dreams just out of reach, Bridget, Nina and Jackie set out to even the score. After a lifetime of playing by the rules, the three devise a plan to smuggle soon-to-be destroyed currency out of the supposedly airtight Reserve. As the unlikely crime syndicate amasses piles of cash, it looks like they have pulled off the perfect crime—until a minor misstep alerts the authorities. With more money than they know what to do with, the women are pushed to the limits of their ingenuity to stay one step ahead of the law! --© Overture Films (YEAP...I DO NOT WRITE THIS)

as u see from the sysnopsis..it is about a few worker with a miserable life trying to set a perfect plan to rob the world bank .. what i could say about this movie it is hilarious and somehow interesting..the plot is ok ..the story is smooth..nothing sudden or too down going here and there..it make u feel interesting and capture ur attention ... (i almost piss her off while i am so paying attention because i ignore her when she trying to talk to me :P)

the 3 main actress.. (right)Diane Keaton,(mid)Queen Latifah and Katie Holmes(left)

diane keaton i swear i do not know who is she..but her character in the movie really amaze me..being in a veteran ..she still could adapt in what the movie really need..being the mastermind in robbing the bank ..she show how the char should be..with a skill like that.. she is deffinately a first class actor...i love her acting from the start to the end.. i obviously gonna give her a 5/5...

Queen latifah..all i ever seen her was in movie TAxi.. she being the tough taxi driver.. well in this movie..she again represent a tough woman trying to take what it takes for her beloved child..she do it good and i think is skill enough to act character like that... i love the part when the principle told her that they do not have financial assistant for her son.. she reply with saying she do not need it ..and she will pay by cash for the one year semester.. cool..

katie holmes..i remember and very familiar with her name*shit..i really need to remember the actors of all movies* but i cant picture her out..oh well..in this movie..she being a lunatic and naive woman..she do by order and she give out lot and lot of humourous scene that really crack me out..

in this movie..we can see different of aspect..in age of 3 females living in the reality society..in a organization that consist the brain and people that follow to gain success.. and also a society that shows woman could be able to do something extraordinary(their partner is all sissy in this movie).. with the combination of smooth plot, great actor, and the interesting meaning.. this movie really give me a good impression...i will give it a 4/5

i think everyone should watch this if u are reading this..because if u read my blog..means u like me..and u like what i like.. :P

thats all for my first review for the movie..sayonara...

* p.s...
a cold conversation with kat yee...
-AaroNKoK- says: hey hey
-AaroNKoK- says: how u doing dude
kat yee says: i;m not dude
-AaroNKoK- says: same larh
kat yee says: no
-AaroNKoK- says: why no leh?
kat yee says: i'm not dude
-AaroNKoK- says: you are dude!
kat yee says: NO
-AaroNKoK- says: why no leh?
kat yee says: i'm a girl
-AaroNKoK- says: sweat..i know larh ..

i do not know why there is so much repeatation in the conversation
i know it might not funny..
but when i read it twice
i think it is ..because i do not which of us is the jakun...

HI..i am back again !!!

2008-01-29T02:18:00.000-08:00

hehehe..lucky i have not tell anyone about the existence of this blog..
i have not updated for one month sharp..
kekeke

something forever cant be change..my very lazinesssssss
a few years ago..my father go some temple and ask from some so-called guidance there and ask for guide for life
and that guidance actually commented i am lazy ..and is main obstacle for me to success in life
true...i couldnt denied that...
from studying to any other category ..i always fail..even i am not failing..i am so far from being excellent..
but in the end when i view my result..i voice to myself that it is due to my laziness
if i just work more average..i could work thing out..
i belive in my ability ..i believe my instinct ..but never push myself so hard for it to work out
half way giving up is always happening on something that i do not interested of coz..not all of it..
if i am really into something..people around me will deffinately open their eye wide big enough with the emotion of "wow.,,, he can do that???"

i am not being perasan here..but nobody and nothing could understand what i can archive more than i do ..
since it is my own blog..i dun think it is a stupid act to praise myself right???hahah
if it does..u will not wan to count how many blog is going close up ...kekek
day by day pass..and my activity getting lesser and lesser..
i shouldnt said it is boring..i do have activity..but i just not interested of joining..
i dun feel like..maybe is just that there is someone that i dun like to hang out with...
or maybe i just wan to hibernate alone..and facing the 14 inch computer monitor...

been really getting scold for facing the com 24/7 by respective party..but thats nothing i could do...serious..if i do not do this..what else do u offer that confirm will be much better than online ??

i am not saying online is the best to do..but i just think online 24/7 really get my life going..something i feel comfortable instead of doing something i am annoyed about it..
but i do not mind how they look at me..they dunno why i do this and that...
it is a two party responsible to do something..i shud also find stuff to overcome how i am doing now..because seriously ..it is not healthy..
for everyone that concern..i am going another big step to improve my health..i obey my promise and i act accordingly..if u can guess..yeap... I QUIT SMOKIN..

it is horrible determination to do that..u will never understand the feeling of open eye big big during the night craving for something u never miss out day and night..countless of sleepless eye..i finally could be able to sleep well forgetting something i so call it as chocolate bar heheheh...well i am not gonna force everyone to quit smoking..they know the bad side of it..and they know what are they doing as a teenager or an adult..if u ever need an advice how u do it???please dun ask me ...i cant answer u though...maybe the love to myself is getting stronger nowadays..

hahaha..crap!!!! ....thats all for the long post..will leave some picture for what have been happening..kekeke...

lim yong birthday celebration..i almost have a major accident while rushing there...
yi yean melody ashley depart to hawaii...my kindergarden fren till now..wow..been so long man
a night out to sky bar..never take the picture inside..because camera out of battery really fast..
singapore chinatown food..it is wonderful and memorable trip..will wan to go there again..

new year countdown in 1u ..with the every loving u ...i appreciated everytime u are there for me..

a group picture of ppl i been out often with ...they are cool..but i am coolest among them..haha trustme!!!

New Year

2007-12-30T09:34:00.000-08:00

now is 1.36 am of 31st December 2007...the last day of year 2007.. i have not know what await me for upcoming year..but i had a bad swollen leg and pain every where due to work..but yesterday was my last day..so i got some relieve...

well in year 2008 ..i can say ..i am getting not that good..from observation my friends got lesser, if it is not lesser then it will be not that close anymore.. i called a fren of mine which will be leaving to australia in 9 hours time.. i dunno she felt it or not..but i feel total stranger with her.. which is a bad thing..and this is onli an example out of many many others i encounter

resolution of coming year..i have been giving up on relation ..instead i will start to work out on my goal since relation could not able to shake me off too breaking down.. maybe i will work it out but through new relation and not mending out relation.. in short LET IT BE ~~~~LIKE I CARE!!! whatever~~~ hahah..so sissy..

well..thats my life..i cant denied i am not doing a very good part of myself..but still since it happen i will have to accept what i ready for me and what i deserve.. so i will do better in coming years.. think far..do far and stop imagining tiny little things which dun do much effect anymore...
just being original and the old me... hehehe

thats all for tonight..wish everyone happy new year!!!!

this is an odd and cant understand post..heheh

Career Future Success

2007-12-28T08:22:00.000-08:00

Ok..one post before i really need to sleep..for tomorro work

well..yue ying come over my house in the morning to tell me bout a way to success in life..

as always i feel it is interesting, easy and guarantee will success

and after she is gone..i am still fancinating what will i do when i success with lots of cash in hand

it is excited ...it is really excited..that i non stop thinking bout it..day and night..not really night..but for long time...

AFTER that..i will be starting to think ..will i be dumb to do that???is that what i am good in ??is that for sure success??can i endure my reputation being step flat when i fail to archieve???and i of coz becoming moody ,emotion gone wrong..

i took out my handphont..sms yue ying.."hold the form, i need to think over again.."

it always happen .. from yap howe case till now..i do not know how do i step a way to success..

a step that require strength , passion , endurance and dedication..of coz included courage..

i had too much to worry about..i have fail too much ..from losing lot of glory in youth due to my lack in passion and the ability to think further..able to stand where i am now..is barely just enough for me to survive as a human with reputation and honour..i do not have the courage to step forward and take what i had now to bet ...i am unable to lose..

i am always hoping i could go through a life that is normal..but being normal is not what normal person need..greed and curious for power always make us move forward..but thats the problem it have that make me cant adapt to the speed and the reality situation..

i just wan to live like i am now..

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T12:12:00.000-08:00

26 of December , 20 days after the last post even though i swear i will update it more often.
sorry guys ..i am still in holiday and gaming mood..well its a good start because i am setling down queit a bit..but still i wonder anyone will read this..haha..

tonight..a night of christmas, a night of lot reason ..some say jesus birthday and some say santa clause finally earn billion and giving out present day... but whatever it is..its still a great day..

its day u can celebrate with anyone..family, relative, friends and also love ones...it is a time u think back what u did for the whole year since its coming to an end..and a week more its another +1 for the current year...first and foremost i wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS and may everything holy bless u for ur coming year~~~(as if anyone reading it)

today i have a so called discusion with her, it not good to refer her using her name.. i will just call her CHUBBY ...well i always understand myself...i am not very loner..but still a loner... i am an being that need time for my own.. a time i can do what i wan ..and accomplish my goal whether it is important or not...well i found that CHUBBY have been too sticky with me that i starting to lose myself..or i should be more specifically ...losing my privacy

well its always ok at the first time..because u will endure just like a rubber band..but when time come to time..endure added with past endure..the rubber could not stretch anymore ..i feel it is right to voice it out so we will not end up with a SNAP that might hurt someone and also yourself...

i do not know how the discussion look like..because i am the one that being blah blah blah and she just keep queit..i do not know whether she understand what i really need but her face is giving me *after all i had done ..u trying to say all this piece of hurtful word* faces or in short TULAN!!!...which obviouly not my main intention to hurt her..or shud i say i never want to hurt anybody thats why i comment it out right????

let see..is it wrong to voice out how uncomfortable they are living with someone??? i mean everyone is unique..we have a different background and also way of living thats what build who we are and the onli unique from forest beast..everyone said man is from mars ...woman is from venus..we are 2 diff creature so we cant blend together..but it is the universe rule we have to be living together to make more generation..so to blend and unblendable thing really need tons and good skill..skill of coz refer to COMMUNICATION...

from the discussion just now ...maybe is not right on christmas dinner since everyone is having a romantic feel ..but i wan to be honest..i feel it is hardly to sit down to talk about how our relation have been progressing..i hope during this important day ...we will resolve everything to truly face the new coming year..beside it dun really matter..my ex break up with me during my birthday ...just imagine how i could i EVER forget about the incident..and this discussion is for future and for us!!!!!

once my fren told me if u cant blend it and let it go..i cant ..i am so into this relationship that i am drowning inside the blend and hope to be blended..but i cant work it alone...i just hope CHUBBY will understand that we were still young ..and passion goal oftern circulate our amazing brain..give some time and let it go..goal is a job ..love is like house...job is a must..we cant throw it away..but after every single day of job..all we need is a sweet home that give us another passion to work another day...

if a partner is able to understand and support in whatever i do ..i will take her more seriously and she will always be my sweetest throught life...

CHUBBY i hope u understand it...why i am not telling her face to face???

well i dont have balls to say it..its not easy to tell this much to her

u know girls...they are not tame most of the time... :) they are beast!!!hahha

well..it just some random post...more serious and interesting will be coming..
i am still progressing my more interesting part

good night and merry christmas...

NewBlog NewWord NewMe

2007-12-05T23:57:00.000-08:00

Hey to everyone..for my last blog existing visitor or maybe new visitor (which is quite impossible) this is it...the new and i confirm much more better blog..i am passionate to make this page lot nicer and cooler than the previous wan

since i am still constructing this bloggy ...

then i take this as the topic for today... if u do not realize the blog name call "me love moon" if u are uneducated..it mean "i suka bulan" in malay hahahah(i know is lame ..forgive me ) ..so moon will be the title..

MOoN.. commom sense..something that evolve our planet earth everyday or i mean everytime
dunno since when i seem to fall in love in this thing call moon ...some incident happen make me relate myself between earth and moon..of coz i am not that young to claim i love moon due to sailormoon right~~~hehehe..

what the fuck..this look like rain man

revolving circle.. revolving hope
i know moon dun do it on perpose but still bringing light to everyone of us during night..indicate someone around always giving hope and help toward us at the time of dark or down..
being the state alone in the dark is really bad , no matter how tough someone is ..without sight in dark just like being helpless when trouble occur..
conclusion ...i take moon as guardian angel and appear onli when we need it ..really need it ~~~

that is the conclusion of the blog name and also the blog title..
looking at the moon nowadays give me the feeling of warm and chill..
looking at it ..letting me know that light is eaten at the deep dark of light..
so when any soul drop deep into the dark...light is always be there..to help us...

i know is like being so lame talking bout crap like this..but it open up my heart each time..
that influence what i am ..who i am ...and what my future will be
since this is the first post...let take this as a advice for ppl in trouble
and give a slightly warm up to everyone reading it..
hehehe