HI..i am back again !!!

hehehe..lucky i have not tell anyone about the existence of this blog..
i have not updated for one month sharp..
kekeke


something forever cant be change..my very lazinesssssss
a few years ago..my father go some temple and ask from some so-called guidance there and ask for guide for life
and that guidance actually commented i am lazy ..and is main obstacle for me to success in life
true...i couldnt denied that...
from studying to any other category ..i always fail..even i am not failing..i am so far from being excellent..
but in the end when i view my result..i voice to myself that it is due to my laziness
if i just work more average..i could work thing out..
i belive in my ability ..i believe my instinct ..but never push myself so hard for it to work out
half way giving up is always happening on something that i do not interested of coz..not all of it..
if i am really into something..people around me will deffinately open their eye wide big enough with the emotion of "wow.,,, he can do that???"




i am not being perasan here..but nobody and nothing could understand what i can archive more than i do ..
since it is my own blog..i dun think it is a stupid act to praise myself right???hahah
if it does..u will not wan to count how many blog is going close up ...kekek
day by day pass..and my activity getting lesser and lesser..
i shouldnt said it is boring..i do have activity..but i just not interested of joining..
i dun feel like..maybe is just that there is someone that i dun like to hang out with...
or maybe i just wan to hibernate alone..and facing the 14 inch computer monitor...



been really getting scold for facing the com 24/7 by respective party..but thats nothing i could do...serious..if i do not do this..what else do u offer that confirm will be much better than online ??



i am not saying online is the best to do..but i just think online 24/7 really get my life going..something i feel comfortable instead of doing something i am annoyed about it..
but i do not mind how they look at me..they dunno why i do this and that...
it is a two party responsible to do something..i shud also find stuff to overcome how i am doing now..because seriously ..it is not healthy..
for everyone that concern..i am going another big step to improve my health..i obey my promise and i act accordingly..if u can guess..yeap... I QUIT SMOKIN..



it is horrible determination to do that..u will never understand the feeling of open eye big big during the night craving for something u never miss out day and night..countless of sleepless eye..i finally could be able to sleep well forgetting something i so call it as chocolate bar heheheh...well i am not gonna force everyone to quit smoking..they know the bad side of it..and they know what are they doing as a teenager or an adult..if u ever need an advice how u do it???please dun ask me ...i cant answer u though...maybe the love to myself is getting stronger nowadays..

hahaha..crap!!!! ....thats all for the long post..will leave some picture for what have been happening..kekeke...

lim yong birthday celebration..i almost have a major accident while rushing there...
yi yean melody ashley depart to hawaii...my kindergarden fren till now..wow..been so long man
a night out to sky bar..never take the picture inside..because camera out of battery really fast..
singapore chinatown food..it is wonderful and memorable trip..will wan to go there again..

new year countdown in 1u ..with the every loving u ...i appreciated everytime u are there for me..

a group picture of ppl i been out often with ...they are cool..but i am coolest among them..haha trustme!!!