Rain

my current feeling is like how the whether outside..raining heavily
beside being how the heart rain..it also include lot of taste of emotion ...
when everything going to an extreme stage..i feel like dropping a few tears of rain
because my heart could no longer be able to withstand the huge impact brought by rain

i would like to express how i feel right now..but i believe no words could describe
how i in sudden have an unlimited hate towards my existence..my present..and my incomfortable...



answers is all i need..but some question demand courage to tell ..and not all question is reply
with a convincing answer..without a convincing answer..is also a factor we do not question.. resulting lack of answers...
rain is suppose to end at some time...but constant increasing numbers of raining is not much different with raining forver.. might be even worst
imagine ...being give hope while getting destroy in mid second..
getting luck that later on be subtitute by double unluck..
cure by massive heart break ...and later on break into pieces..
its someting similar ...



is that how life are suppose to be start and be process ??
if life is suppose to be ended this way...is my life going to end soon??
there is so much of miracle in life...
but some person will not be able to see miracle for one second sight...
is it suppose to be balance for everyone??if yes ..why am i dropping much deeper to the dark side???



i love to see light..i love to see shine..i love to see miracle

but all i see is constant raining in me..and the decrease in hope of ending the massive rain...

i love to see the sun...but can i?