Another day

time now?? 9.02
today morning is peaceful, wonderful blue sky and a moment of peace with ears that onli be fill up by bird chipping..

this morning i feel great.. but the day before is disaster..
many people do think that i do have a wonderful family but there is a word for chinese that state..
"every family is not perfect, they have their own problem"
yeah indeed, i just receive a news that something happen yesterday..
since it is so personal involving my family..i will not state wat happen..
leave it to your imagination to dear all readers...

my feeling right now??
dissapointed, i do not comment on other skin..but yellow skin(chinese) arent suppose a mankind that take family as their priority?? please correct me if i am wrong..
or we have been effected due to the modern society??

i suppose we anyhow have to accept and forgive everytime a family member did a mistake..
i suppose we anyhow have to be surportive to our family member..
but why is mine not working as how it suppose to be??
i feel really lost direction right now...
when 2 side is also having the same blood with u ...u do not know where to side..but u also couldnt jump out of the problem happened... does teacher in my primary age state that how a relation shud be wrong??

at this moment i couldn do anything..all i can do is to pray for the best outcome.. and also to bless my parents to not suffer sadness as they deserve more than that..and not this..

i also hope i could be given a strengthen to solve thing out..as i know i cant drop down at this moment as i need to drive out the problem..

at the ending i just wan to say, my thought of how relation suppose to be is never change..i still believe my primary teacher or anyone that stated the same theory.. we live with a family..we action with family.. and we must forgive and forget to everyone especially our same blood...family...