sometimes i will get very puzzle with ppl thought of me

its like when ppl acting and talk like u are a part of them but at a point u fully believe
and also accepted this fact...

they could just walk off... it might not be an action, simply just express a thought to u
or simply just a phrase ..is enough to doubt the entire thing from beginnning to the end

wat is all this? it isnt exactly real but not fake as well,.. because there isnt any prove what is fake and wat isnt..

if such thing existed/...will i have the right ? the courage to feel it? to be emotional of it...

why does another person love to use so minor action to bring such a big impact.. i am not fragile, i simply just too vulnerable...

i am a pro in keeping myself under control, but i am weak in letting ppl making me out of control...

sometimes, i rather just feeeel... no words, no action, blinded as well...

at least, u wont be expecting that much...