its no longer something i could handle...

i shall just act as u wish~~

as long as u think is alright...

i shall follow u ..without any doubt...

no matter how i dun like



at this point.. i just hope u realize it urself...

for u..i can be just like wat u wan me to be

Its Christmas eve, 24th of December of the year
at this moment ..usually ppl will start to recall wat had happen the whole year

so do i, actually 23rd..just a few hours back.. i happen to anger someone..
or i shudnt use the word anger...simply just made her become unstable emotion
due to the existence of this blog...

well.. i do not wat word i shud be spilling out onto this post..because
i have tons of emotion i been through just in 12 hours.. but to be honest ..
this is the first time i feel its nice...

not being a bias or wat... i been through a rough day with hard smile in lot events..
but usually it somehow something i would not try again.. because even it come with laughter .. i will rather nvr try again

but today, diff.. i wan to spill myself with emotion.. to feel that u are at the top of the world.. but the other second u are so deep ur voice cant reach others... even though obviously making it often is not a good action after all ..i do not think i can handle it =)

life is so much fun if its always like today, .. a great love.. a hand to hold on.. a shoulder to lean on.. a joke to laugh on.. an anger to tear on..a chatter that nvr end.. and last but not least.. a great companion that will nvr bored of u and u wont bored of her ..because the existence of emotion...

i feel so lively, even though its not a perfect night.. or a perfect occasion.. but like wat wise said..nothing is perfect..because we are imperfect.. we expect better in future..and every achievement... it bring joy

i hope we step ahead every single moment, side by side.. and achieve what we dream of =)
in the coming future ....

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR...

p/s : especially u, i am glad to through end of this year.. with ur smile... =)

sometimes i will get very puzzle with ppl thought of me

its like when ppl acting and talk like u are a part of them but at a point u fully believe
and also accepted this fact...

they could just walk off... it might not be an action, simply just express a thought to u
or simply just a phrase ..is enough to doubt the entire thing from beginnning to the end

wat is all this? it isnt exactly real but not fake as well,.. because there isnt any prove what is fake and wat isnt..

if such thing existed/...will i have the right ? the courage to feel it? to be emotional of it...

why does another person love to use so minor action to bring such a big impact.. i am not fragile, i simply just too vulnerable...

i am a pro in keeping myself under control, but i am weak in letting ppl making me out of control...

sometimes, i rather just feeeel... no words, no action, blinded as well...

at least, u wont be expecting that much...