how long since i ever have a feeling of unable to resolve wat i really wanted
its been long long long since i can remember..
like wise says , wat u gain is same with wat u lost , everything comes in a round, whether clockwise
or anti-clockwise, sweet first pain later, or even pain first sweet later.. every sacrifice u did come with the same amount of gain u get~ and every benefit u got is no different with how much u are going to pay for it..
actually, i expected something is gonna happen and thing will become very rough.. but it just a lack of readyness to prepare for it.. new stuff, new experience, problem thats nvr been touch in ur life time.. it do not make me curious anymore, it make me fear them, avoid them, or even forget about it...
why and how had it been that way? i would like to know..but its not a matter of that.. its a matter of every problems need a solution, and a solution of problems nvr gonna be easy to be found out~
so wat u do? skip it or come back to it later~
hmmm.. ppl thinks that i shud concentrate on the very first problem that occur
but now..i would like to be a bit arrogant... and doing stuff ppl usually do in exam hall
skip and come back later~~
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Be Strong
i would say i have a shock last night..
maybe i am not prepared for this...
eventhough i could understand why she is acting like that
she been through too much.. too much that even myself couldnt step into her world
her shoes..to understand her life..
i do not have the right to spill her with all the wisdom words
because even myself wasnt in the position to say so..
me too have a tradegy of past that i need to overcome..
life is indeed tough.. some ppl suffer less, some people suffer more
but is a sure thing everyone do suffer from their corner of their world..
but it have been more clearer that i shud overcome watever i had been through
so i could throw it aside and help the one i love to step back to a better self
and gain happiness..
i love u .. plz dun hurt urself..as it hurt it real back to me...
maybe i am not prepared for this...
eventhough i could understand why she is acting like that
she been through too much.. too much that even myself couldnt step into her world
her shoes..to understand her life..
i do not have the right to spill her with all the wisdom words
because even myself wasnt in the position to say so..
me too have a tradegy of past that i need to overcome..
life is indeed tough.. some ppl suffer less, some people suffer more
but is a sure thing everyone do suffer from their corner of their world..
but it have been more clearer that i shud overcome watever i had been through
so i could throw it aside and help the one i love to step back to a better self
and gain happiness..
i love u .. plz dun hurt urself..as it hurt it real back to me...
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
A Brilliant conversation
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has With GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is GOD Good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?
Student: Yes.
Professor: My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From . . . GOD . . .
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student did not answer)
Professor: Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who Created them?
(Student ha d no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir. There isn't..
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The Class was in Uproar)
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
(The Class broke out into Laughter)
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.
NB:
I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein.
Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is GOD Good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?
Student: Yes.
Professor: My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From . . . GOD . . .
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student did not answer)
Professor: Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who Created them?
(Student ha d no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir. There isn't..
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.
(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The Class was in Uproar)
Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?
(The Class broke out into Laughter)
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?
(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)
Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !
The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.
NB:
I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. .
You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you?
Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH.
That student was Albert Einstein.
Friday, August 28, 2009
MCB!
arh!! i feel terrible
ppl that close to me shud know very well
i am someone that do not like being lied!!
i hate ppl that promise something and dun do it !!!
fark... fark fark fark
first ..some bitch betray me and keep accusing me that i nvr threaten her fair
damn u bithc!
then ..come some few idiotic bastard who nvr have a feel of guilty when they nvr did wat they are suppose to do !!!
suck larh....
now i feel tearing all stuff apart and pointing them middle finger not to disturb me with all of their shit!!!
fark of all slut !!~~
ppl that close to me shud know very well
i am someone that do not like being lied!!
i hate ppl that promise something and dun do it !!!
fark... fark fark fark
first ..some bitch betray me and keep accusing me that i nvr threaten her fair
damn u bithc!
then ..come some few idiotic bastard who nvr have a feel of guilty when they nvr did wat they are suppose to do !!!
suck larh....
now i feel tearing all stuff apart and pointing them middle finger not to disturb me with all of their shit!!!
fark of all slut !!~~
Saturday, August 15, 2009
SCREAM
i wan to scream...
i wan to scream till everything break loose!!!
i wan to scream till my lung turn apart~~~
i wan to scream till i am able to relieve wat i am content right now~!!!
i wan to SCREAM!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
放生
熱情淡了嗎 想抽身了嗎 聊電話也洩氣了嗎
舊承諾應不假 卻忍不到悶吧 惦記當天處處鮮花
#互纏著到老 不死都疲勞 還是跟你痛快結束
為承諾守得到 拍拖都變義務 沒法稀罕你這情操
去吧 猶如候鳥飛走吧 未奢想你迷途知返
自由來換失戀那代價 你真的相信值得嗎
#*是我太過愛你 願意放生你 無謂你抱陣我也這麼的晦氣
我亦算知醜 無謂強迫你 難道要我對著你句句要生要死
就當愛錯了你 就當放生你 無謂你說話裏有這麼多怨氣
我就放開手 無謂再忍你 明白放過你是放過自己這個道理*
______________________________________________________________
its something i knew
something i predict
but something i will still put hope on
yet, it wasnt that ideal
i been pull to the bottom again
but i will stand
i will not anger
will no revenge
will not be anyone i do not wan to be
life still goes on
i wish myself
and hope everyone
a better luck
a better life
a better living person
good luck..
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Free Fly~~
its 4am..
and i just finish my uni's stuff...
its so hectic
feel so prison like..i cant free myself off..
when i got this feeling
i think of wat u asked me always or tell me sometimes...
yes, i will honestly answer u that i am a free bird..
i couldnt be stop, couldnt be tied down..
i am not born like this..is just the feeling of unable to feel myself
already made me become wat i am now..
i fear of the feeling of being someone burden, or responsible for someone..
even u dun ask for it, i will still generate it by myself... i am that nature
and i couldnt explain why..and soon i will lose myself...resulting losing u...
so i choose to be wat i am now.. to be the wild ..to be free.. to be living a world of my own..
i am sorry of being so harsh to told u straight.. but ..being honest to u ..
is the onli best thing i could do to anyone that wanted me to change...
leave me... i am JUST this way....
weeeeee...........
and i just finish my uni's stuff...
its so hectic
feel so prison like..i cant free myself off..
when i got this feeling
i think of wat u asked me always or tell me sometimes...
yes, i will honestly answer u that i am a free bird..
i couldnt be stop, couldnt be tied down..
i am not born like this..is just the feeling of unable to feel myself
already made me become wat i am now..
i fear of the feeling of being someone burden, or responsible for someone..
even u dun ask for it, i will still generate it by myself... i am that nature
and i couldnt explain why..and soon i will lose myself...resulting losing u...
so i choose to be wat i am now.. to be the wild ..to be free.. to be living a world of my own..
i am sorry of being so harsh to told u straight.. but ..being honest to u ..
is the onli best thing i could do to anyone that wanted me to change...
leave me... i am JUST this way....
weeeeee...........
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