以前的我，再见..未来的我，欢迎

soemtimes, if u feel uneasy and also uncomfortable,
wat will be ur first thought of mind?
especially u are in a very hectic day, u might do a million thing ,
but u seal up ur mouth , ur heart, ur feeling.. when there is a split second of break in the middle
wat will really be going through ur mind ?

many ppl use to tell me , they will take this most precious moment
to think of the person they cherish the most ,
their son,daughter, sibling, mom , dad, frens, and also their partner..

for them it will put a little smile on them, thinking of their precious really give them a
wonderful time even at the split moments..for me..its a fortunate...

life have been such a hectic, 24 hours, and the seconds between it is getting so small for us..
we wish to have longer life span, a longer decade, a longer time , a longer second...
just to spend time for the important person ... ourself...

i used to some person that is fully utilize my time .. i arent that fortunate to have someone to be with me, to be there for me.. life is onli just wake up , do wat i shud do and pass the 24 hour wasted on me myself..i felt great..i felt i lead a better time for myself...

but i think i am wrong that moment.. i nvr spend even the most quality and precious of my time to myself..all i did is just some task to make me avoid wat i shud face .. i refuse to give my time a stop .. a pause..not even a second.. i dun care my hair, i dun dress up, i dun spend money on myself.. i dun care my health .. i dun care even if i die.. all i wanted is just to do anything that able to let me pass my one day like a second.. i wan to grow up, i wan to just pass time like nvr b4

thinking back of my life seem to be pathetic, all i had is not even a handful...even i am giving a chase now, i will not get back wat i left behind... thing is twist and turn now..

i am now starting to give myself a break, a pause ... to think of my precious person i wanna be with.. i wan to experience wat others claim to be a fortunate... hmmmm....

i miss the past me, and also love hate him at the same time... now..i will say good bye to my old self, the nvr changing old self.. just to lead a better way.. a better tomoro.. a better person.. a better me.. the new me

i will have a night of myself and me... take it like a farewell party that onli consist my mind and also my soul... the mind is leaving .. and the soul stay alive...

and tomoro i will meet a new mind

再见了现在的我，欢迎未来的我