Geezzzz

i feel so shitty now..
why am i expecting too much..
why am i asking so much in return..

i do not like the feeling of being used
it totally show a disgrace over myself
i just wan to do my best for the one i care
for the one i love, for ppl i acknowledge
but at the end i know i am just another tool for them to climb

wat is the worth of me now?
wat shall be fix in order to make myself chill right now?
i am going to kaboom at any time soon
thing happen to often that i no longer able to stand it..
wat is fren? wat is love? how many thing is some fren can actually hide behind u
in order to use u, use ur care toward them ...

haih...
no good no good.. thing nvr seem to be changing..
this matter is so common i can bring out 10-100 of stories that happen to me
but well, i am able to see who is real and who is fake though
i wont lose hope ,i wont lose faith..
i believe there is love,there is care in human being..
search it out ...and nvr give up on myself...

**life have to go on!!...so make it a greater one :) **