Hello

just wan to drop by some words here..

tonight feeling was awesome...

recently have been so busy towards surrounding,
assignment, gathering, hand out, party!~

i do not have a time for myself...

exam is near and everyone is turning 21..

feel so happy for them yet very struggle for myself to please them..

tonight..after very much hectic weekdays and pass weekend

i can sit down and drink my cup of soya bean and blog about how relax i am now

(eventhough i was suppose to go meet up somebody, but i cancel it due to some reason :P )

i finally get the feeling back where u really wan so much time for urself ...

it feeeeellss real good.. family not at home, i am watching all the tv i wan..

assignment is on schedule, and i can eat my supper quietly and not outside food(self cook :D )

i wonder will the life of after graduate be the same?

i am going to do my 12 weeks intern soon..i might not able to be with my family
because places i wan to go is either in johor or penang..

my feeling right now is it the beginning of the life of working?

handling stress skill is something i am confident of..
but the fear to step to another stages of life where u will be independent in terms of financial ,mentally and also ur life ...

i suddenly fear, fear of it..fear of losing time ..fear of losing ppl that i really wan to be with now..

worry u cant grab them even u wanted to...

intern..it sound exciting to me at the very first thought...but day by day..it doesnt sound so fun..its like a beginning to the end of the stages i am in now...

is that how it suppose to be? i guess i have no other choice, as a man, as a adult..its a job to responsible not to surrounding but u urself, i am not saying i dun responsible for family ,its a bonus to able to do so..but i really need to learn to settle myself b4 i include my family in or life partner...

everyone~ give me strenght , and hope thing will onli get better and not worst...

good luck to me :D

beware "punk interns"